About that guy

So, I need to tell you more about that guy. Why was I so in love with him? Simple: It was the sex. Well, not altogether. He was #4 for me, and I'd never had an orgasm. He gave me one. He made it his job, that he was going to give me one. I was as horny as a sixteen year old boy all the time anyway, so it shouldn't have been difficult, but somehow, it was.
I surprised him in many ways. One, I didn't mind his porn magazines. When I found the stash, he was like, Oh, those are my roommates'. I said, well, will they mind if I borrow them? I like porn. I don't like naked men in it (I like that in person better) and I am not shocked by fetishes--more fascinated. Also, I told him I'd love to have a threesome with another girl. I had never admitted that before but I'd always wanted to. We used to talk about who we'd do it with. I was able to be completely sexually open with him, and he with me. And I think that did it.
My other boyfriends hadn't been that way. The first, we were virgins, but old enough (I 18, he 21) to have some ideas...but we were too shy to talk about sex. There was no oral sex, no positions other than me on top or him on top. The second, he was a virgin, we did different positions and oral, but he was sure he was going to hell for having sex before marriage and told me so each time--really brought the mood down. (He got over it after we broke up, and eventually we had really great "ex sex"). I'd also cheated on him once with a hot guy who I figured might do it for me...but no, he didn't. We became good friends after that one night together, though.
So by and by, that guy gave me that reclusive "O"...and it was like a flood gate opening. I did it so easily now, that after he left me, I took on two lovers (not at the same time!) and although I had cared for one for years (we'd been friends since early high school) the other one I didn't really like--but really enjoyed the sex with.
In the months following, I started sleeping around.
I even started up with another girl. But I'll save that story for another time.