My Past, My Present.

When I talk about my past, I seem to come across as either a victim or a slut. I guess that's how I viewed myself then. They were the only roles I knew--I stayed a virgin and was a victim (nobody likes me! everybody hates me!) as a teen, then later on became a slut (you were too cool to talk to me in high school, now I can fuck you!)
Since then I've grown up. I learned some boundaries. I started to associate more with people with boundaries. I really think a lot of it was just immaturity.

Now, I'm just a slut to my husband. I still sometimes react like a victim to things I haven't dealt with before, but usually I can recognize that and act like a responsible person. I still love certain "childish" things, and I think I'm a bit of a nerd, too. Occasionally I'm like a teenage boy in my sense of humor.

But I work in a rather conservative job, I have "mommy friends" and I'd rather sit and watch Robot Chicken than go out for happy hour (I'm pregnant now, so I can't drink anyway, but before then...). I've grown, changed, but there are certain things I will always enjoy.
1. Fart jokes
2. Penis jokes
3. Comic books
4. Being spanked
5. Legos
6. Pee-Wee Herman
7. Babies
8. Reading
9. Watching stupid movies
10. Animation